Lizzy and Darcy

Lizzy is marring Mr. Darcy! I must say that this was quiet a surprise. I could have sworn that she loathed him. Thought I just knew that she loved him, some where inside of that heart of hers. She told me that me that she truly loves him and so I cannot tell her other wise, she is quiet stubborn. I am deeply happy for her. I wish all the happiness in the world.
Love you all
Jane

Engaged!!!!!!!!

I'm engaged! I cannot believe that he would ask! I am one of the most happy creatures on this earth.The lord almighty could not have made a better match than me and Bingley. I just feel bad for Lizzy, her not having a husband. I just hope that she will marry for love.
Love you all
Jane

Bingley has returned

Well Bingley has come back! I always knew that he would somehow come back into my life. Lizzy believes that he does not feel the same way back but I have a good feeling. I must admit that I was very flirty with him at dinner. I do not know what I would do if he were to leave me again.
Love you all
Jane

Lydia leaving

Well, I have been home with Lizzy. Lydia will be leaving us soon and to be quiet frank I am slightly glad to see them leave. Kitty has had a difference in character since Lydia left. I hope that Whickam treats Lydia right or else I would be very angry. I do hope to see Bingley soon. I do still feel something for him.
Love you all
Jane

They are married

I understand that this is out of order, I beg your pardon. However, Lydia and Wickham are indeed married. They were found in London. Though when thy were found they were not yet married. Father sent us a letter that said this. It gave us both joy and sadness. At that point we were not sure on whether or not they would be married.
Love you all
Jane

Thank you Mr. Darcy

Thank the dear lord for Mr. Darcy. I have been told that Mr. Darcy had something to do with the marriage between Lydia and Wickam. He said that there were benifits to marring her. Though the means of him wanting to do this were a bit foggy I came up with an answer. He did this for Lizzie, because he still loves her. No matter what she seems to do he seems to just love her. Lizzie, if you are reading this please realize this. There is some part of you that sees this and feels the same for him.
Love you all
Jane

Our Reputation

I am very sure that ,even with me looking for the good, that Wicham is looking to ruin our family's reputation. The idea is preposterous; however I believe it to be true. The whole family is concerned about our reputation, since it's about all we have. Father will be heading to London to further the search, because there is word of them being there. To extend the concern Lydia sent a letter to Lizzie saying that she was excited. Though she does not understand how stressful this ordeal is. Hopefully we can make some kind of good come out of this.
Love you all
Jane

Lydia still MIA

Lydia is still missing and I am dreadfully worried. She is not necessarily the most mature woman ever and she is a slight bit naive. Wickham took advantage of her being that way. Oh, if Lizzie and I just said something! The dreadful luck that we have. On a happier note, Lizzie and Mr. Darcy are finally speaking again civily. Lizzie is convincing herself that she doesn't love him but she does, I just know it. Lydia if you are reading this, Please come home.
Love you all
Jane

Lydia's Missing

Lydia has eloped with that Wickham. This is terrible, if she had only known of his past maybe she wouldn't have done this. Lizzie ran into Darcy on her way to find our aunt. The fact that he blames himself is very out of character from the way I last remember him. If Lydia does not marry him then her, along with the families', reputation would be ruined. This is awful, Lizzie has decieded to return home. I just hope that the "couple" does not do anything stupid.
Love you all
Jane

Darcy at Pemberley

Darcy appeared at Pemberley and it was a shock to Lizzie. I know that if Lizzie knew of his being there she would have never gone. She is so apprihencious about him and about what happened in moths past. When she was invited over she was not  very sure of what to think. I wouldn't be shocked to hear that she was nervous about seeing the Bingley's, oh god I still miss him, and Darcy's sister. I do believe that Georgiana is a lovely woman. I do hope that Lizzie will be alright.
Love you all
Jane

News about Darcy's Character

Lizzy has relayed to me that, against our previous presumption and judge of Mr. Darcy was incorrect according to Mrs. Reynolds. Mrs. Reynolds has reveled that he was a kind hearted and generous young man. Though I must admit that I was taken a back the slightest bit but it was definitely very good to know this. This proves my way of thinking, that there is good in everyone. I have always felt this and the  new insight  into Darcy is proof of this.
Love you all
Jane

Off to Pemberly

Well, Lizzie is off again. She has left to visit Pemberley. She has indulged me with the knowledge of her having feelings for Mr. Darcy. She has told me that when she visited Pemberley, she imagined herself as the mistress of that place. Who knows she may end up as it's mistress. There have been crazier events that have happened.
Love you all
Jane

The Avoidance

The trouble with seeing someone who you know the biggest secret of is difficult. Lizzie went to see Wickham, since it is his last day here. She had to dance around the subject of the newly known secret. They do discuss Mr. Darcy which I do believe is a delicate subject with Lizzie. I would hate to be in that situation, especially because of Lizzie's temper. Thankfully they both just left and hopefully Lizzie won't have to see him for quite a while.
Love you all
Jane

Lydia Going Away

I have to believe that my mother doe not wish to see me until I have won Mr. Bingley back, which dear most impossible now. I have to understand her reasoning but I can't. Lydia is allowed to go away, that lucky girl. Father just wants to keep her out of trouble. Though knowing Lydia I do believe that she will try to pursue a soldier.
Love you all
Jane

The Truth of Wickham

Lizzie has told me that what we know about Wickham is not the truth. I have to say that I was shocked. I always think the best of people, that's just who I am, and I would have never saw that coming. We discussed whether or not to expose him. The secret could ruin him forever, though the secret would be the truth, we decided to just remain silent on the matter.
-Jane

Going Home

There is a certain air to the way the carriage ride went. All of the subjects that both Lydia and kitty would discussed were the soldiers. They would not stop talking about them it was getting on my last nerve. Lydia had brought up he announcement that Wickham is no longer pursuing Miss King. Lizzie was not necessarily joyful over the topic of Wickham. Neither was I and I decisively spoke my mind about what I thought and how I thought of Miss King. I must say that it shocked a quite everyone in the carriage.  I must say that speaking my mind felt good.
Love you all
Jane

Collin's Supposed Happiness

Lizzie has informed me that Mr. Collins believes that he is happy, along with Charlotte, in the marriage. I must admit that I was taken a little aback. Charlotte is pretty, yet Mr. Collins may not exactly be as hansom as Mr. Bingley, he does have some characteristics in his favor. I am not in favor of marrying for anything but love; however in Charlotte's case it might not be such a terrible thing. Mr. Collins is short in physical stature but has some good connections in the social aspects.Though Mr. Collins may be happy I wouldn't be surprised if Charlotte isn't happy in the marriage for more than having a secure place.

Mother's possible Concern

In other news I am going to be returning home with Lizzie soon and we will soon be seeing mother and all her rath. She will be casting a shadow over what Lizzie said. She won't be too cruel but I do believe that she will be concerened. She will be questioning Lizzie like she did to me. I have no doubt thatshe will be inquisitive.

Lizzie's Change of Heart

well evidentaly Lizzie has had a chang of heart and it's really for the best. I don't exactly remeber what it was that changed her mind but it had something to do with his letter. The letter also shed some light on mr. whicam and Lizzie made it sound so terrible but I doubt that it was that bad. Mr. Darcy seemed to have made some kind of a good case for himself. Lizzie's heart hasbecome softened and found, possibly, love.

Lizzie's letters

I have recently written to Lizzie about how much I miss her I don't have anything to complain about, really. I miss Bingley a lot but I know that there is a reason for him not seeing me. I have heard of Darcy's proposal to Lizzie. I am surprised and shocked at this. In letters I didn't expect to hear it. I think I might write to mother about this.
Jane

Chasing After Him

Well, I do not understand exactly why Mr. Bingley does not see me anymore. I do so, think that I love him. I have an inkling that Mr. Darcy had something to do with it;however I don't think that he would do such a thing. I will still try to get him back. The week with Aunt Gardnier has been pleasant and they have treated me well. I really do miss Bingley a lot and I will still try to get him back. To go on a tangent, I wonder how  Lizzy is doing with Mr. Collins and Charlotte. Well this is the end of my first post.